Saturday, June 24, 2006 ♠
♥ 3:28:00 AM
Today was a bad day. It felt like a rollercoster ride. I've lost. I tot i trusted the right person. I'm wrong. It was all me. It just came crushin on me. Tears rolled. It was just me.
It all over. I need time.I'm not blaming anyone after all i'm not anyone. It was wishful thinking on my side. Thank goodness there were people around me today. I dunno what would have happened if they were not there. I love you gals.
I can't stand it. I've been such a fool. Why did this have to happen. Twice in fact. I'm not like what everyone makes me out to be. I'm not strong as i may seem to be. Tis definetly hit me hard.
Give me time pls, and it's not your fault. Pls dun treat me so well. I may just misread your intention and i can take it no more. I noe u meant well but still... after i've recovered i'll still need u around for me as a frien.
You're a great pal but i guess i'm just not fortuate enough. This sounds clinch but if you're happy i'll be happy.
Just give me time.
3.65am
Sat.
signing off