Wednesday, February 28, 2007 ♠
♥ 10:00:00 PM
Just read Xuan's blog. Felt sad after reading the last entry. It's been about 2 weeks since their granny passed away. I'm sure everyone is feeling the lost now. I'm sure u do too hao baby. I'm so sorry i couldn't be there with you on the cremation day. You must have been very very sad. My heart aches.
I may not know your granny personally, but from wat i've heard and read about her, i'm sure she's a wonderful lady. I'll never forget what you said to her by the coffin. I've just got to thank her as well. I had somethings to tell her too at that time but the words just couldn't come out. So here's it.
"Thanks popo for raising hao up to be such a wonderful man. Popo, You must have had imparted all that you know to hao therefore moulding him to be such an all rounded guy. I'm really really grateful for all that popo, and i'm really really very very lucky to know hao. I promise u popo i won't do anything to hurt hao. I'll always stay by him, protecting him and supporting him in watever he does. Both hao and i will never forget how much you have done for hao. Popo, you'll live in both our memories. Rest in peace Popo. I'm sure we have your blessings."
signing off
Monday, February 19, 2007 ♠
♥ 11:34:00 PM
So much have been going on tat i forgot i had this blog for awhile. haha... seriously i think I'm suffering from STM. Just read all the tags, i touched. Thanks babes, I'm so so grateful for all of u all. All of you all are really god's sent. I really have to express my heartfelt gratitude for you gals.
I'm so so sorry for not being able to spend more time with you all.
To Charmaine and Aud:
We may not meet up as often as before, but i just wanna let you all know that I've not forgotten u gals. I'm so sorry i could not join you all last fri after cny celebration.
I think this quote basically sums up whatever i wanna say to u all.
"stars may not always be seen but definitely u know it's always there, guarding you."
To Ghis:
Thanks for being such a great pal all these while. We may seldom meet but i still value our friendship... Thanks for going shopping with me for my CNY clothes. Everyone said it was nice. haha... Thanks girl. I'll also be there for you no matter what happens ok.
Everybody just remember, I'm always just a call away. My phone's on 24/7.(=
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS.
To Hao:
I know it was a hard day for you today. I can feel your pain and your saddness. I can understand how you feel. I'll always be there to share the burden with you ok. Dun be too sad. My condolenses.
I love you guys. I love you.
signing off
Monday, February 12, 2007 ♠
♥ 12:02:00 AM
Can someone just use a gun and fire straight in my direction. I can't stand it. I can't stand the fact that the last few classes are the ones that have students going to my dream sch. Wat's happening??? ok i suck. I've no choice but to admit tat.
I'm Depressed.
I'm sad.
Who knows what am i actually thinking?
Who knows the actual reason for my saddness?
Don't try to come up to me and assume that u know, cos you don't.
Life is in a disarray.
What's wrong with me. This is not a question, it's a statement.
I feel bloody constrained.
I need to get underwater.
I know there are people out there who is worst off then me. I should have counted my blessings. I know, but it's tough.
I'm worried that he can't get into the course. Actually i'm worried for her as well. Go appeal baby and hope for the best.
Maybe i should just worry for myself.
Where should i head from now?
Sheesh... maybe it was a mistake to cling on to an unreachable goal.
signing off
