Tuesday, October 17, 2006 ♠
♥ 9:35:00 PM
I sometimes feel that we can get very judgemental . Our thoughts are clouded by our emotions which in turns become our actions.
This is bad, cause we may act on impulse but its tough to control.
It's easy to say tat one should not judge a book by it's cover but how many actually do it? I confess, i don't. I judge, so i'm not going to rant on and on about others who judge like nobodies' business. Before we coment about others, we should reflect on ourselves. Just wanna say, before we do or say anything on our blog, we should try to get the full picture first and not jump to conclusions.
signing off
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♥ 8:13:00 PM
Another entry, another start. Lots of stuff have been happening recently, I’m not sure if I am able to handle all of them at once. There were moments when I lost control and cried uncontrollably. I always thought I was strong, but I guess I’m pretty wrong. However strong I may seem on the outside, I would still need comfort and someone who could embrace me and keep me away from all the troubles. Even if it was for a while.
I'm pretty exhausted.
I once read this in a book. This 5-year-old kid was sexually abused, to run away from reality, he enjoys submerging himself in his bathtub. It made him feel like the dolphins, free from worries and harm. Ultimately, it made him feel good.
I wonder if it works. Therapeutic effect of water I guess. I should try it someday.
Sometimes I wonder what a relationship is all about? Love? Trust? Compromise? It's such a big thing. I can't decipher it. It's like a big molecule made up of many many elements. To get to the core of it, a lot of work needs to be done. A lot of exploration.
I personally feel that love can accommodate everything. And I mean everything and anything. I guess at times, we should not simplify everything. That's the way this world is. There are times when you are not aware of your own doing and these actions may cause hurt to the other party.
I’m guilty of that. I’m sorry.
There are many times, I seriously don’t know what you want from me. But I’m not complaining. I’ll still stick to my belief-love can accommodate everything. I love you.
Ending off---
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong
I will be faithful
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.
Chorus
I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...
Verse 2
And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish
Send it to heaven Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...
Bridge
Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do...
signing off
