Friday, March 30, 2007 ♠
♥ 12:59:00 AM
IF sch does not start any sooner, miao is really gonna so crazy. All my friends are in sch except me. I can't stand it. haha...just imagine me saying this--->I WANNA STUDY NOW. I wan sch!!!
Just realised most of the tkgals did damm well. haha... i'm the few exception.
signing off
Thursday, March 29, 2007 ♠
♥ 11:51:00 PM
Since young I've been wanting to grow up, to be able to live the life i want. But will that happen?
I know i will grow up but will my parents be able to keep up with my pace? By right parents should lex a little as their child progress to adulthood but somehow the opposite seems to happen. Life never goes the way you want it.
I think the main problem is that before something big's gonna happen in your life, there would always be a "progression period".
"Progression period" is like a period whereby everything seems to go so wrong. It's like a way to prep you up for the challengers you are gonna face in adulthood. But must everyone go through it or is it just me.
I guess I'll just have to live with it for a few more years.A few more years.
Life can really get unfair. Why is it tat some ppl go through more shit than the rest. How i wish i can relieve some of your pain.
Everyone has their own set of problem at home, that's my conclusion.
I love Mihao.
signing off
Wednesday, March 28, 2007 ♠
♥ 6:49:00 PM
I finally got another laptop but this time it's more for sch use. Introducing Lenovo 3000 V100.
It's a silver casing laptop
with black interiors and a digi cam at the top.
I got that brand's laptop. Pretty decent i guess cos the same guys who did the IBM thinkpad did this model as well. A Thinkpad would be a bit of a waste if i got it. Too many sophisticated functions.
One downside of this model is that it may get scratched very easily especially on the cover. Got to look after it like a real darling to me. Will be bring it to school almost everyday to school to i guess, so yup i'll be living with it for the next 3 years.
Lenovo V100 Specs as Reviewed:
- Processor: Intel Core Duo T2500 2.0GHz
- Screen: 12.1" WXGA (1280 x 800) VibrantView (glossy screen)
- 100GB Hitachi Hard Drive @5400 RPM
- Wireless: Intel PRO/Wireless 3945ABG (802.11 a/b/g)
- Bluetooth (optional)
- Graphics: Intel Media Accelerator 950
- Ports: 3 USB 2.0 ports, IEEE 1394 (4 pin), VGA out, 5 in 1 Multicard Reader, Express Card 54, headphone jack, mic-in jack, power adapter jack
- Built-in Web Camera, 1.3 megapixel (optional)
- Memory: 1.00GB (2GB max)
- Finger print reader (optional)
- Battery: 3-cell or longer life 6-cell Li-Ion battery (6-cell sticks out of the back, 3-cell is flushed)
- Thinness: About 1.2" thin
- Weight: About 4.4 lbs with 6-cell battery
- Operating System: Windows Business Vista
signing off
Sunday, March 25, 2007 ♠
♥ 5:41:00 PM
SEVENTEEN:
U LOOK AT THEIR
PROFILE/PICTURE
CONSTANTLY
SIXTEEN:
WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEM
LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU
STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST
TWO MINUTES AGO.
FIFTEEN:
YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND
OVER AGAIN.
FOURTEEN:
YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE
WITH THEM
THIRTEEN:
YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE/THEY'RE
AROUND.
ELEVEN:
WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART
BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME
TIME
TEN:
YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE.
NINE:
WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE
THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU
SEE IS HIM//HER.
EIGHT:
YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS,
WHILE THINKING OF THEM
SEVEN:
THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT.
SIX:
YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR SCENT.
FIVE:
YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU'RE AlWAYS SMILING
TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT
THEM.
FOUR:
YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR
ANYTHING TO SEE THEM.
THREE:
WHILE READING THIS, THERE WAS ONE
PERSON ON YOUR MIND THE WHOLE TIME...
TWO:
YOU WERE SO BUSY THINKING ABOUT THAT
PERSON,YOU DIDNT NOTICE NUMBER TWELVE
ONE:
YOU JUST SCROLLED UP TO CHECK &ARE
NOW SILENTLY LAUGHING AT YOURSELF
signing off
Saturday, March 24, 2007 ♠
♥ 2:08:00 AM
| Your Birthdate: January 14 |
You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you.
It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy!
You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around.
But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long.
Your strength: Your superstar charisma
Your weakness: Commitment means nothing to you
Your power color: Fuchsia
Your power symbol: Diamond
Your power month: May |
signing off
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♥ 2:06:00 AM
| Your Brain is 73% Female, 27% Male |
Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you! |
signing off
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♥ 2:02:00 AM
| You Are Not a Cook |
You know cooking isn't for you, and you wouldn't even consider trying to make a homecooked meal.
And this is a very good thing. You've saved all your friends and family from unintentional food poisoning! |
signing off
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♥ 1:43:00 AM
| Your EQ is 147 |
 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. |
signing off
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♥ 12:36:00 AM
Found this article in one of my emails. It's entitled "Realisation: Falling Too Deeply Into Love (Or Hate)"
I was sitting at the bus-stop when a strange twisted bundle fell inches before my seat. There was a sudden “Phat!”, which didn’t sound too pleasant at all. The bundle looked weirdly alien while organic. Shocked, I gazed at it with a convoluted mix of apprehension and curiosity. I wondered aloud within myself, “What on Earth could that be?!!!”... Just as suddenly as it fell, the bundle moved… apart, as it “split” into halves which scrambled away! It turned out that the “bundle” was made up of a couple of lizards, who were holding on to each other. They had fallen from a beam on the ceiling of the bus shelter. They too seemed as shocked by their fall as I was.
This quick and quirky incident was cause for unexpected epiphany. Were they great lovers or great enemies? I could not tell whether the lizards were making love or war, but it was certain that they must had been doing one or the other too intensely. So intense it must have been – such that it became life-threatening to both! On hindsight, could they be making both love and war “simultaneously”? Were they “wrestling” vehemently in the heat of passion and/or violence? Talk about an unconventional yet primal imagery for the paradoxical samsaric marriage of sex and violence! If they hadn’t gripped each other so tightly, they wouldn’t have fallen. Hope the lizards realised this!
Be it attachment or aversion that we have for each other, it is dangerous both physically and mentally (spiritually and emotionally) when these dual negative qualities are extreme. Attachment (wanting, or greed) and aversion (not-wanting, or hatred) are two sides of the same coin of craving. The first craves to possess the beloved while the latter craves to lose the loathed. When we huddle up too tightly with either forms of craving, we lose our balance – our firm “footing” for peace of mind – and we “fall” into the abyss of trouble and suffering. While clinging due to obsession, we lose mindfulness of the truth that this is the very basis of losing stability and well-being. Also, the stronger attachment is, the more likely it is to transform to strong aversion when the one attached to betrays oneself. Like the lizards, are you too “wrapped up” with anything lately?
- An article written by Shen Shi'an
Hao, if you're reading this, what do you think of it?
Do you think it's happening now??
I seriously don't want me to be the cause of conflicts to arise between you and your brothers.
I don't know what are they thinking nor do i know what they feel about us, but instead of ignoring them I think we should address the problems.
Instead of leaving the problem to snowball, maybe we should reflect on our behaviour in front of them. I believe a compromise can be reached.
Quoting from the song"I'll take my chances" by "The Click Five"
"You and I
We never had it easy baby
We've both been hurt before
(Both been hurt before)
And only time will tell us if we're gonna make it
There's no way to be sure, but
Oooooooohoo
Baby I'll take my chances with you
That's what I'm gonna do
Oooooooohoo"
Baby, we've never had it easy, but i'm not gonna give up k. I'll try my best (I'll fight for our future) to win the approval of your family members.
I'm always open for talks, no hard feelings. If you're unhappy with me, tell me. Help me to know about my blind spots and thus making me a better person.
signing off
Thursday, March 22, 2007 ♠
♥ 11:56:00 AM
It's thursday. 1 more day to Sat. A mere 24 hours can feel like etenity to me. I feel so empty. Looking at the clock hoping that it would move faster. Looking at Chanel is the closest i can get to u.
Had a great day yesterday. Went for a walk round the esplanade area. It always feel so good walking with you. We had no destination or any appointments to meet. We both just wondered around. Acted like tourist, joined them in their photo taking spree with all the major landmarks at the area.
Stopped over at the Singapore river and chatted. It was so enjoyable. Our conversation will not appear here, it will be kept in out hearts. =)
Pior to that, we went to Marina Square for a game of bowling. As usual me being so lousy only managed to score a score of 46. haha embarassing score. Thank goodness we were the only ones in the whole bowling centre. Got to thank Hao for being such a great teacher trying to teach me the right way to bowl. THANKS Baby. If not for him i think my score can't even exceed 10. He's a pretty decent bowler.
Hey baby, i wanna try ice skating the next time. haha...
For the whole week, we managed to catch 2 movies. Pursuit of happyness as well as Just follow law.
Pursuit of happyness is really a good show. Touching enough to make me cry. haha... have the chance go catch it. Really a show for couple to watch. Makes you appreciate your other half much more.
Just follow Law.
Hao caught the movie already but because I didn't so yup he decided to watch it again just for me. hehe... thanks baby.
As usual Jack Neo's movie are always funny so this is not an exception. Funny but the endding was a little.. well i dunno wat to say. haha...
Nontheless, it'a a good local production to support.
Couple of shots tat were taken yesterday.
signing off
Monday, March 19, 2007 ♠
♥ 12:15:00 AM
ok i miss TKgs. I miss the crap i use to do with my friends in sch. We're all going different schs. They are starting sch in 7 hours time. Not much words for this entry, i'll just let the pictures do the talking.
A Walk down memory lane
...
My class partners.
i crap with keyi during lesson times becos she sits just beside me.
Wan yee, my dance partner.
Jacq.
Then there was National day celebration.
Fang, Basketball captain.
Belle, softball captain.
Yao kun...and her constantly singing of mayday's song.
At sport's day.
my usual gang
The constant need of getting them to tie my hair for me with countless pins.
irritaing audrey by taking photos of her eating.
Tat's wat happens to us after long sessions of maths lessons.
The constant disappearing acts to the toilets.
And trying to barge into the male toilet.
The many long maths lessons.
Sadly, we prefer to stack our pens during lessons.
Our many outings together.
Ghislene!!!
Some beach project....
Tryin to sun tan and study at the same time
signing off
Saturday, March 17, 2007 ♠
♥ 12:01:00 AM
signing off
Tuesday, March 13, 2007 ♠
♥ 11:37:00 PM
ok i'm happy.... too happy tat i forgot to post this. I got into Ngee Ann poly. Yes, i'm finally out from a JC. Off to experience a true poly life at Ngee Ann. No more A levels' hehe...
Memories from TPJC orientation.
I had a great three days there. Made a few good friends.
Me and Jia hui
Faith and ME
Girls from Barbosa.
Taken on the last day of orientation.
Girls with hwee
BARBOSSA 33.
All the best everybody.
signing off
