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Monday, December 31, 2007 ♠

♥ 1:39:00 AM

I was sortting out my folders on my laptop when i came across this 2 pictures. Thought i would just post it here.

Tat's socks, hk and me. We were rushing our CIP business proposal the day of the due date. Had some last minute work to be done but we could not find any power socket in any of the restuarants to power up our laptops. And we were in IMM shopping centre.
Thank goodness we found a power socket on a pillar, in the middle of nowhere.
Being desperate, we just sat down and started on our work. It was a wonder why no one came and chase us away. But we still had a couple of people staring at us where we worked our way through the project. haha... i'll never forget that incident.

The girls and a guy enjoying x'mas @vivo.

signing off

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♥ 12:31:00 AM

Sheena, Wendy and myself had a impromptu steamboat over at Wen's house. Thanks babe, for allowing us to use your house =D
Sheena and myself went over to NTUC and got whatever food we needed and went to Wen's house to prepare=D

Look at the feast we had. It was kindda good actually, given the short time span.
And Wen's daddy cooked real nice Chicken fillet for us.

We're all ready...

Wendy

Sheena

and myself.

And this is the post steamboat effects that we got. Camwhoring like nobody' business.

Just some pics...

We've known each other for god knows how long.

My 2 besties.

We tot we look kindda not so good in the pictures so we decided to do something to our hair.

And tat's sheena in the mirror, trying to look good for the pics.hehe...

yeh and tat's so much better, without the specs and the clipping of hair=D

A collage done by wendy.

signing off

Friday, December 28, 2007 ♠

♥ 11:51:00 PM

I did the personality test that was posted on Aud's blog as well and here's wat i got. Interested u could also do it here.

Based on the drawing and the 10 answers they gave this is a summary of their personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader.
You are a freedom lover and a strong person.
You are shy and reserved. (well i guess it's kindda true when i don't know you)
If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. (nah i didn't draw a cross)
Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. son.
You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. (yeh kindda true)
You love excitement and create it wherever you go.
You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. ( i always painted a beautiful picture of the world but it's usually not the case...)
You are not a romantic person by nature. ( i hope to be more romantic so that's kindda true but tat does not mean i dun like romantic surprises. hahah )
It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt.
You don't think much about yourself.

ok final verdict, it's kindda accurate to a large extent.

signing off

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♥ 12:33:00 AM

Class BBQ just ended and everyone has left. It was kind of not too bad, at least i think everyone enjoyed themselves, and i think Ewen as well. And that's kindda difficult feat. haha
This BBQ has to be a success looking at how much effort the girls put into it. The gals came over to my place since yesterday and we've been preparing since then---making jellies, baking muffins(well this wasn't really done at my place it was done over at Shuwen's hse), buying food, marinating chicken wings and stringing all the different sort of balls onto satay sticks.
IT's been quite a while since i last saw my class (actually it's only like one week plus) but hey i miss them. I love going to school because i have such nice friends.

The most boring lessons are always made much better because i have this group of wonderful classmates.

Yeh and we tried tennis today. Ya we suck. Our service will never exceed two. haha and i can't serve the freaking tennis ball into court. It always flies out of court. I'm too strong already. Maybe i should just play with training balls instead.
And my right arm was trembling after playing. Still cannot use too much of my right arm.

A pity there's no photos for today's event. My class really do not have the habit of photo taking. Sigh...

signing off

Thursday, December 27, 2007 ♠

♥ 1:13:00 AM

OK this is the book that I've been reading for the past few days. And this is the only book that can actually bring tears to my eyes. The whole book is just so sweet and it's not those cheesy ones that can give you diabetes just by reading it.

After reading this book it makes me wonder how is it that one person can actually live on after the loved one has passed away. It's just so scary and i'm sure i would be devestated if any of my loved ones or Hao were/was to leave me. It'll be a nightmare because everywhere would seem to have their shadows lurking.

Anyway this book is really REALLY good. Go read it everyone.

PS. Dun read it alone or when your bf/husband is not with you. You'll miss the person like crazy after it. Tat's the bad side effects of the book. hahah...

ok it's day 4/5 now. I can't wait. It's been so so long since i last saw Hao. Gee... haha Chee i can't follow what you advise. Can't leave each other for too long. Feels kindda weird and i'm so not used to it.

signing off

Tuesday, December 25, 2007 ♠

♥ 1:12:00 AM

OK it's x'mas day today

MERRRY X'MAS people =D=D=D

But i'll be blogging on stuff that happen yesterday instead. haha..

It's day 3 and i'm counting down to the day hao returns. Hurry enjoy your holiday over @ Japan cos its time to return to my side. HEHE...

Went for sports massage alone yesterday, it was freaking-ly painful. If there's such a word. The therapist was breaking the scar tissue formed on my left arm. Hell man. I wanted to wriggle out of her grip and run away. Freaking hell pain and i wonder why a scar tissue would form at all places but my left fore arm. Weird area to form.

MACS had a gathering at my place finally. It was SO SO SO long since we last caught up with each other. The whole day unfolded and i sort of felt like i was back in Sec sch days with them.

Went to MACs for our lunch just like before. Headed to my house after tat and played the game voted the best amongst us --- Cluedo.

Play with us and you're understand why that game is voted the best. Super funny bring people away from their desired rooms. Nearly drove Chee crazy because of that.

Thanks for all the pressies.

Aud gave me this HUGE water tumbler and she suggest i can supply my whole karate team with water after every training. haha good idea eh. My team mates would be grateful to u Aud=)

This bottle is super cute cos it has a tap for the water to be dispensed. Cool eh.

LOOk at my teddy =D Second teddy from serene and Chee. The teddy also came in a teddy box. How cute =D

And thanks mei for the present. My mum is totally in love with the piglet. He currently sits on top of my TV and every time my mum walks into my room she would comment how cute that is and fiddle around with it a little =)

Thanks mei, it's really sweet of u. Your present is still with me, got to wait for hao to come back before i get him to pass you yours k. So sorry it will be kindda late.

kk enough of typing. guess i should go ice my arm a little, aching like crazy.

signing off

Sunday, December 23, 2007 ♠

♥ 12:33:00 AM

I'll be back in Jan. Sorted things and yeh my passion for it just can't fade.
Dreams will one day turn into reality =)
Be happy for me when that day comes.

signing off

Wednesday, December 19, 2007 ♠

♥ 7:42:00 PM

Life is such a weird affair. Or should i say being a human is a weird affair.
I read something online recently and it sort of spark my train of thoughts.
The short post i read was on a guy who has achieved some significant position in life but could no longer progress further on, be it external or internal circumstances.
I feel it's kind of a waste to want to put a full stop in that chapter of his life. But maybe i guess I'm not fit to comment either.

The position he is in is where i would dream to be in.
It's a position i have since embarked on and have met with many stumbling blocks.

The grass always looks greener on the other side.

Is it a matter of perspective or it that humans are just too superficial and greedy. They want to have things that they do not have.

Or it could be the other way round, the guy grew tired of the whole episode. Found out halfway that that is not the path he would actually like to be on. Found out that other people in similar positions as him are not as kind and good hearted as he would like them to be. Saw the ugly side of the much aclaimed life he used to be in.

I'm sure to get to the position was not an easy feat at all. Many years of hard work, determination and perseverance have been dedicated.

It's just so weird that one person has it and does not want it anymore while someone who does not have it is yeaning so hard to get it.
Irony.

signing off

Tuesday, December 18, 2007 ♠

♥ 3:01:00 PM

I went for sports massage yesterday. Actually to be exact it's massage therepy for my arm. The therapist was saying that my arm injury may not only be caused by the sport i do, many other factors contribute to it. And yeh it's most probably some nerves issues.
It was HAo who recommended me to go for some massage therepy and yup we found this place located at Singapore Shopping Centre level 2 called Physio Solutions. They provide lots of sports related services, so if any of you're looking for therapists, go look for them.
Their team of therapist is kindda strong, with some in the field for more than 5 years while some are currently/were with the sports council working with athletes going to the SEA games.

after the first session with the therapist, it kindda helped my arm a little but my rest of the body's aching away. Must be too due to the gym session i had in the morning before the massage.

Received a call from somebody as well. Kind of a surprise call with a surprise message.
I wonder if this is the start of something new.
Well but i guess it will put a temporary stop to my troubles and all the sleepless nights i've been having for the past few weeks.
Hope things will change for the better now.

signing off

Sunday, December 16, 2007 ♠

♥ 11:21:00 PM

ok i'm here to pour my sorrows again. haha so if you're kindda getting tired of reading my depressing posts, i suggest you give this whole post a miss.
I'm sorry for being this topic over and over again in my blog, but really this is one topic that keeps coming back to me and bugging me.
It's just something that i really feel strongly for.

I need to go back to the training ground. I think i'm going to loose my mind over it. I need everything to go as plan. I seriously doubt my arm has anything to do with my trainings.
I'm getting rounder each day without any exercises and that sucks.

I long to go back to the training ground.
And i think this will not be the last post on this topic. I'll still continue to nag. haha...

signing off

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♥ 1:03:00 PM

Yesterday was the official start of the hoidays. Exams were finally over and done with on Friday. I kindda flip my CIP paper cause i wasn't in any mood to study for it and it's on computers. Seriously i see no relation of this module with my whole business course. A business student is not a bao-ka-liao lah. There will always be technicians around or computer experts. All the cha-pa-lang subjects we also take. Too many subjects will lead to law of diminishing returns man, don't the school understand? There must be division of labour and specialisations. haha... too much economics for me. Economics rock my socks.

Enough of school related stuff. Todays competition day. A day that i've been waiting and anticipating. I really trained pretty hard for today but i guess today will never be my day after all the complications and stuff. Yup all the best to my other "team mates". Wonder if this word is still appropriate. Get first place back k muddy.JYJY.

Going back to the post exams celebrations. It seems almost a routine for my class girls to head to Orchard every time we finish a major exam. Shopping is our forte. haha... There was sales everywhere is Orchard. Our shopping spree included mango stores, splash and surf, zara, forever 21, gap NUM,... it's really too many to list. To sum it all we basically walked/shopped from noon to night. I bought lots of stuff too. Spend money like water like that. haha... keeping dishing out my debit card. That's a killer man. Gotta keep my card under locks and keys the next time i go shopping with the girls again.

Group Pictures....!!

Main focus of the picture is the tree opposite the road, not the one beside us. haha... the Xmas lightings were beautiful in Orchard.

Pouting lips.

socks and Nicole are trying to uplift the poor girl's tutu.

The whole group.

The girls with the nut cracker this time.

Saw this booth and tot it will be an interesting backdrop. It says i love you. haha .

ok hao is trying to down the whole bottle of beer.

We actually have snow in Singapore. Form snow that is. haha nontheless it still made us very happy. =D

And look i've a snow shoe after leaving the snow area. haha

We were at NUM when we saw BART with a badge that says "Snap me". So here are our snaps.

Why does socks look so constipated when she's the one forcing BART to kiss her. muahahah

Eh since when does BART has a twin. =x=x

Haha jkjk.. everyone was saying that when hao picked up BART.

After departing with the other girls, me and hao headed to The CAthey to shop around further more. WE went to this ring shop and there was this particular ring that caught out eyes. I really liked it alot and we both got a pair. haha...

Tat's us after a hard day of shopping. Think Hao has never walked this much in a day before. haha...Poor baby.

Tat's out rings. He says it's for our one year. Whoots. Time flies but it doesn't seem that long at all..

Like wat it says in the background---"LIFE is SWEET"

Yup life is sweet with hao around. =D

Tat's my boy=)

Thanks for always being with me. Thanks for everything. =)

signing off

Sunday, December 09, 2007 ♠

♥ 7:55:00 PM

It's the SEA games period. Whoot=)=)=)
Bin already flew over to Thailand yesterday. All the best to him. Bring back a gold medal for Singapore in the area of Karate. We'll all be so proud of you.
All the best Bin.

Just finished watching the swimming segmants and Tao Li's superb, winning 2 golds for Singapore back to back in the 100m backstroke and 100m butterfly stroke.
Proud moment for Singaporeans as the national athemn was played at the stadium.
I was also proud watcthing the whole event on TV.
3 cheers to Team Singapore.

It's been a week since i stated with the medication. Not much significant improvement with my arm. Guess i can't rush in tat aspect.
Just hope it gets better sooner so i can resume training.

signing off

Wednesday, December 05, 2007 ♠

♥ 11:02:00 PM

Think it's kindda a bad period for me. Lots of crap surfacing, body's falling apart.
I'm on a 6 months sports MC. How great.
I'm not ok.
But I have to be ok.
Kindda sad.
But I have to appear fine.
I'll be fine ultimately but it takes time.

But why on earth am i so upset over that.
Deep down i think i noe why but i'm sure even u don't.
I'm not supposed to dwell on it but it's hard.

Trainings has kindda been part of life not too long ago.
Dreams were raised.
Perspiration were shed.
Injuries were inflicted.
Competition's in 1 week's time.
POP... i'm back to reality.
I just hate to crumber to fate. I'm disappointed with myself.
Six months. May be a short time after all.
Continue deluding myself and it'll past.
I'm not even sure if you are willing to accept me. Everytime I touch the subject, your reactions so...indifferent.

Maybe i should stop the dream. Maybe this dream never belonged to me.

signing off