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Monday, January 28, 2008 ♠

♥ 10:57:00 PM

YO sheena, this is the one. Interested?

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Sunday, January 27, 2008 ♠

♥ 11:35:00 PM

I DECIDED TO RETIRE FROM BLOGGING. I'VE HAD ENOUGH. GOOD BYE

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♥ 9:40:00 PM

I was dead beat yesterday. Softball ended with a bang. Literally a bang, a fight nearly broke out, my group vs the opponent team. Thank goodness there were only vebal clashes no physical contact if not the scene would be ugly. Ended my S&W module with a bronze medal. Could have proceeded to the finals play off but we gave the same opponents a walk over because of the way they played. Downright cheapskates. I guess i'll miss my softball teammates, we were together for a whole 13 weeks. We practiced, we sweat and we played together. It's was fun and memorable.

The day pior to the softball match i had karate training from 6.30 to 10 plus. I never minded the long long trainings, in fact i enjoy them just that everytime i get home late, i'll get a trashing and that sucks. Thanks goodness my sinseh sent me home that night if not i would have been later.
My sinseh's a superb nice man or so i believe. =)
~~Somehow it's weird that the people closest to you never supports your move and your interest.~~

Past few weeks were maddness, had lots of bittle arguements with the people i hold the dearest to me. Thank goodness i have supportive teammates i could share my problems with. Hope this whole episode would come to a absolute final closure. We're all moving on.
I know we're trying now and i'll try my very best never to return to that frightful stage.

And i'm limping like a i dunno what to call myself.

signing off

Monday, January 21, 2008 ♠

♥ 11:27:00 PM

Went for my nerve and muscle test today over at SGH. New experience during the test. Never did any of the above test before, it was pretty cool.
The technician would sent small amounts of current into the nerve and the arm would jot. Damn cool but it was kindda pain when the technician moved the current up to my shoulder blades. My whole arm just lifted up on it's own.
Following that was the muscle test. That was more pain as compared to the nerve test. The doctor poke a needle in my muscle and wanted me to flex it and stuff. The cool part is not that. The cool part is the needle is attached to a machine and whenever u flex the muscle there would be sound. The harder u flex the louder the sound. I never knew muscles could produce sounds.
Anyway results from the test, i'm RECOVERING. hahaha... super happy. BUT full recovery could take one to two years.
Nontheless, i'm still happy cos that means i can continue training. Actually it's not like i'm not returned back to training. Grading is on the 2 of Feb. Can't wait. I'm finally moving up the grades again!!!! whee...
YEH and training's tml tml tml. Excited. hahah

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♥ 10:25:00 PM

My surprise birthday party @ Fish and Co.
I was really shocked that my class and Hao actually threw me a surprise b'day party. Initially i thought that it would only be a dinner date with Hao alone but who knows.
Pior to the dinner date, i actually met with an accident in school. Not literally a accident involving cars and all but ya still it was a accident. I fell during softball practice. Fall no big deal right, but the field was flooded with water and mud and i had no change of undergarments so it was gg then. I looked like i shitted in my pants. Super disguesting.
Tried to look for a inner wear but to no avril so i had to cab down to novena with Hao fast. hahaha...first time i actually lost my inner wear. New experience.

Shopped around Novena for undies. And Hao actually made me walk round and round Novena so many many times so that there was enough time for my classmates to arrive. However, he brought me in too early and the fun was spoilt. hehe but never mind i still appreciated the thought baby =D Thanks for everything tat night everyone. I enjoyed myself and i hope you all did as well.
I had to kiss everyone before i could get my hands on my presents. so tada... i kissed everyone. =D

My birthday cake bought by my class =D my fav mango cake.

Too many pictures, so i only decided to post selected ones.

Me and Hao.

Pretty pretty girls.

Gals of my class.

Group picture. we were still in the kissing mood.

And another group picture.

We saw this very cool wall at novena and decided to take a shot with it. Think socks like it so much she wanted to lick it.

I wanna club... who wanna come with me???

signing off

Wednesday, January 16, 2008 ♠

♥ 12:22:00 AM

My first attempt in doing a karate chop.

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Monday, January 07, 2008 ♠

♥ 10:20:00 PM

Someone asked me why i looked so tired after i completed my bstats paper today.
My reply was i just got fucked.

Yeh and that's what i really feel. The paper was so tough we all got an extension of 10 minutes at the end and no one really cared about sitting arrangement, you can actually sit side by side because the paper was so tough there was no way you could copy from friends.

Sigh i don't want a C for stats. To think that i actually studied pretty hard for the test.

My head was clammy almost the whole day. Felt like there was a war going on inside. Was even worse when i was in shu wen's car, felt kindda sick.
Thank goodness there's the drug called panadol.

I'm controlling myself, learning how to change. Guess i faired not too bad. At least i din't blow my top.

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♥ 12:39:00 AM

I went online shopping just now and this dress caught my eyes. Doesn't it look good?? haha yeh and i ordered it.

The prices at the online portal is real reasonable, go check it out. See if you like any, place your orders too so i can get more dress faster. HEHe...

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Sunday, January 06, 2008 ♠

♥ 5:17:00 PM

I was on my way home from BF yesterday when this feeling of loneliness and sadness and anger and tiredness struck me. Wonder how was it possible for one to feel so many emotions all at one time, the person would burst but then again I don't think i have the emotion range of a teaspoon. So yeh guess it's possible.
I just sat at the bu stop and watched the cars and buses pass by. Think i must have missed 4 or 5 buses. I just didn't feel like boarding em'.
As the vehicles zoom past, warm tears trickle down the cheeks. I needed to have an outlet.
If only problems were like vehicles, because if they were i would keep on stepping on the accelerator and never stopping. I want all problems and troubles to zoom past me. I don't care if i crash or anything like that, maybe it's better that i crash. That's when a new start begins and when i won't be affecting anyone else.

I have a big ego. That's right. I really do. I will change but i'm afraid to. I'm afraid i'll forget what i'm feeling now and then slowly slip back to my old self. And that's the tendency i have.
I'm being such lousy person, always caring about what others feel, and wanting to gain the approval of all, and and and...

Headache. It's been bugging me for the past few days. Maybe i'll end up like the guy from the book PS i love you. Think that'll be sweet??

signing off

Friday, January 04, 2008 ♠

♥ 12:02:00 AM

I think i got kindda drunk on Wasabi tonight. It was madness tonight. The usual gals had a impromptu picnic dinner. It was supposed to be held over at Istana park. For a moment I couldn't recall what that park was called and I called it President park.

We were really very random today, the whole picnic idea started because some of us had a urge to play arcade after lessons. So off we went to X Zone over at Dhouby, played Silent Hill, Daytona and the bball machines. I think we were one of the loudest group over there and it's the first time i actually shout and scream and go wild in a arcade, a behaviour which i would usually not display. =P well kind of.

After the all the cheap trills we got out from the arcade (actually they are not really cheap and it's freaking ex to play on the silent hill machine with lousy controllers) we went over to Carefour and decided to have a picnic. Tell me how random and sudden my fellow classmates can be. But i love it.

So off we went to Carefour shopping for food. We got honey roasted chicken, lots and lots of sushi, 5 bottles of milk each and chocolate croissants. I got an additional nasi lamak because i needed to eat rice at that time. I feel like a China woman these days, i need rice to be my main staple before i actually feel contented from a meal.

In the end we were to lazy to cross the road to Istana part to we camped outside PlazaSing and started our picnic. Imagine 5 girls sitting at the benches, laying out our food and enjoying in the midst of the rush hour crowd. Kindda cool actually ya. We ate everything we bought and i mean literally. We even ate the wasabi packets that were provided. We ate it raw with nothing to go along. We just put some on our fingers and fed it into our mouth.
It was madness. We actually finished 2 whole packets. I felt like i was drunk after that. I was super high and my heart was beating so fast. The exact same symptoms if you have been drinking.

And so out of tonight's random dinner experience, we found out that if you wanna experience the same feeling u get from drinking but hate the hangovers, opt for wasabi. It can give you the same satisfaction.

Ps. the wasabi has to be consumed in a pretty large quantity to be effective.

signing off

Tuesday, January 01, 2008 ♠

♥ 2:13:00 AM

It's the new year. Kindda a eventful year for me in 2007.
Made many new friends.
Joined a couple of new organisations.
Took up a couple of new sports.
Organise a few events.
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It's really was a cool year for me.
And of course i met Hao in 2007. To be exact would be the last week of 2006.
To think we actually spend the last few hours of 2006 , welcoming 2007 @ a BF youth's house together.
Those were the days, when Glen and Resh were still around. The frequent outings with the other youths. It was all so fun. Not that we don't do that as often now but some of us have left or will be leaving us soon and it's kindda depressing. I'll miss them and i miss those who have already left.
Feel lucky to be able to welcome another new year with Hao again and i hope there's many more to come.

Spent the last day of 2007 with him by catching the movie AVP2.

Followed by high tea @ Coffee bean.

Scones, one of my fav pastry. Somehow i still prefer Starbucks one instead of Coffeebean. CB's scones are too soft in the middle.

Raspberry Cheese Cake. It's real good. Should try it if you're at Coffee bean.

Oh and pior to meeting Hao, i had my last appointment with my message therpist and guess who i saw at Physio Solutions.....

Yeh i saw him in person. haha...It was a waste i didn't take a photo with him or ask for his autograph. I was rushing like mad to be on time for my appointment and i sort of zoomed past him in the centre. Bet he was thinking what on earth was wrong with me, rushing like a mad cow. hahah...

A pity he wasn't Remy Ong. I would prefer Remy Ong. hahah...

Ended the day by going to KMS for a little prayer.

The whole garden there was filled with these little statues and i find them so so adorable. I wanna buy one and place it in my balcony as well.

Little monk reading a book. So adorable.

And my first meal for 2008 would be instant noodle and CoffeeBean's raspberry cheesecake. haha...tot it was worth mentioning here.

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