Monday, February 12, 2007 ♠
♥ 12:02:00 AM
Can someone just use a gun and fire straight in my direction. I can't stand it. I can't stand the fact that the last few classes are the ones that have students going to my dream sch. Wat's happening??? ok i suck. I've no choice but to admit tat.
I'm Depressed.
I'm sad.
Who knows what am i actually thinking?
Who knows the actual reason for my saddness?
Don't try to come up to me and assume that u know, cos you don't.
Life is in a disarray.
What's wrong with me. This is not a question, it's a statement.
I feel bloody constrained.
I need to get underwater.
I know there are people out there who is worst off then me. I should have counted my blessings. I know, but it's tough.
I'm worried that he can't get into the course. Actually i'm worried for her as well. Go appeal baby and hope for the best.
Maybe i should just worry for myself.
Where should i head from now?
Sheesh... maybe it was a mistake to cling on to an unreachable goal.
signing off
