Thursday, September 20, 2007 ♠
♥ 1:44:00 PM
I've trained and i will continue training.
I've never been so serious in any of my trainings before.
Back then when i was with the basketball team, i slacked half my time there. Never really
focusing on improving but rather remaining stagnant. Being with the team was just to get my
CCA points and nothing goes beyond that.
Right now,
i'm alone. No longer a team. No longer team play. You don't perform and it shows. Your effort and training results glare straight back at you.
I've changed. No longer the one that can't do anything well. I will excel in it, putting my best foot forward even if it means going against the wishes of mum.
I understand how she feels.
No mum would like the idea of their child getting bruises week after week but i promise it'll should pass. I just need to get the hang of it and non of that will happen again.
I've got excellent teachers, good club mates, a close to full facilities training
ground. What more can i ask for.
This time i train not only for interest but also for the expectations that
i've not been meeting.
No one will say that
i'm not performing.
I'm awake this time. No longer deluding myself. I chose this route so as to have more time to
pursue what
i'm interested in and this is it.
Both studies and trainings shall be aced.
And i really appreciate the one to one trainings i have with you. Thanks for willing to guide me on my path to perfection. Tuesday's
training was so hard to come by and
i'm full of gratification. May have got hit a far bit more but I've learnt as well. The
opportunity cost and it's worth it. Thank you so much
seipai. *bows*
I just caught 2 tear inducing movies. One the pursuit of happiness and the other World trade centre. I've watched the former in the cinema but
nonetheless it was still good
watching it the second time.
I caught the latter for the first time. I was so touched by it. It was by far the only movie that made me tear even after the end of the movie.
The movie made me realise how
fragile life is. How uncertain it is. It made me realise how scary human beings can be once they are too
obsess over something. It's scary.
So many innocent
lives were lost. 2,498
lives if i didn't remember wrongly. It's been 6 years. Doesn't seem that long.
The movie unfolds through the eyes of 2 policeman who were on duty that went into the twin tower for
rescure efforts. The
building soon collapsed with the both of them in it, trapped. The movie also
portrayed the family members of the 2 police officers. You can see the mental
anguish they went through. It was saddening.
At that point it made me realise that we should really treasure the love ones around us. Anything can happen to them anytime anywhere. No ones knows what is going to happen next.
We should not hold back our feelings for our love ones because there may not be a chance for you to say it again.
To all my loved ones as well as friends, i just want you all to know that i really love you all. Thanks for always being there for me.
signing off
