Friday, October 05, 2007 ♠
♥ 11:40:00 PM
This post contains vulgarities, if u happen to be
sensitive to these words i strongly suggest you give this post a miss. If you do get offended it's non of my business.
Exemption clause has already been placed at the start of
this entry.
Fcuk Fcukly Fcuk Fcuk.
I'm freaking piss right now. The anger just surges. I tried to control but to no
avail. Just thinking of what you are capable of makes me pretty mad.
I never knew i would succumb to such fate, i always thought i would be as bitchy as i can in such a situation but guess i was hell wrong. I thought about my parents, it would reflect
fcuking badly on them if i did that.
I don't know why i got so irritated hearing about it tonight but ya
i'm just freaking irritated.
I don't know what the hell caused me to be so freaking
sneakily in life.
Your
presence will never equate to my
presence.
And the thing is i can never ask you to fuck off.
Do not ever try to advice me to live with it or
i'll slaughter you. It's like asking me to bring down the moon for you.
I hate what you are doing to your immediate. I hate that it is affecting me as well. Fuck you.
I hate it that because of you i've to change and give up what i had already planned to do.
I hate you.
Maybe one day when i can no longer stand it i'll call it quits.
Innocent parties would be affected. I'm sorry for not being stronger, for not being braver to overcome this monster and to cause you to suffer.
signing off
