Tuesday, November 13, 2007 ♠
♥ 12:20:00 AM
So much has been happening recently that I don't know who i can turn to.
Have you all ever experience the feeling of the wonderwall whom you've always relayed on, the wonderwall whom you'll turn to when you get into trouble,the wonderwall whom you'll share your sorrows with, the wonderwall whom you think will never get into any kind of shit.
Deep down you know the wonderwall will be find but you can't help worrying. Can't help but feel guilty thinking that the shit the wonderwall is in is because of your doing.
I don't like the way the whole situation is. I dun't wanna talk about it to the wonderwall cause I don't want to cause anymore stress to it.
Who can enlighten me on what step should i take next.
Who can tell me they understand what I'm going through and really mean it?
Who can give me everything's gonna be fine?
Who can who can...
I don't know when the situtation turned out to be so bad. I hate the way people are treating the wonderwall. Friends a moment and foe the next. I hate it.
I hate the way they put it across to me. I hate it.
I hate it that i cannot do anything about it.
I hate it that i cannot help the wonderwall.
I hate it that i cannot even help myself. I hate it.
I hate it when people ask me how am i and i reply i am fine when i'm so not.
Don't ask me that.
Reflecting upon, it's just my fault. I shouldn't have made such a request. Without that, non of this will happen.
The wonderwall is not somthing that you maggots can comment. Not fit at all. It's just so saddening. How many of you all will understand?
These maggots are damn right digusting. How am i to survive with them? I don't wanna be polluted by them. I don't want to put up a front but where can i go?
I can't leave. I have to stay. IT sucks.
signing off
